I
battle
against
my
odds.
course
of
life.
Deep
MY
DIE
IS
CAST
ALREADY.
MY
BODY
IS
WILLING
BUT
MY
DIE
I
JUST
CANT
MAMA
WANT
ME
TO
DO
BETTER,
A
BRIGHT
FUTURE
their
expectations.
BUT
MY
I.Q
STATES
Different,
MY
LIMITATIONS
I
CANT
DEFEAT
IT,
I
I
MEAN
I
WILL
BUT
I
CANT
DO
NO
BETTER
PLS
SOMEBODY
JUST
LISTEN.
CAUSE
AM
DROWNING,
And
no
fig
to
hold
on
to.
I
FIGHT
MY
OPPONENT
A
RIGGED
ARTIFICIAL
INTELLIGENCE.
SO
PERFECTLY
WRITTEN
TO
PERFECTION,
THE
STORY
LINE
SO
HORRIFYING
They
now
want
me
to
make
THE
SINS
OF
MY
FATHERS
AM
BATTLING,
GOT
THE
GENE
OF
DIABETICS
,
AM
OBSESSED
CANT
BE
A
RONALDO.
AM
AN
AVERAGE,
IF
I
BURN
THE
ITS
LIKE
AM
RELIVING
THE
LIVE
OF
MY
FATHERS
BEFORE
THEIR
FAILURES
AND
SUCCESS,
LIMITATIONS
AND
GLORY.
THEIR
SICKNESS
AM
A
HYBRID
OF
THEIR
AN
APPLE
THEY
SAY
CANT
FALL
FAR
FROM
A
TREE
But
NOW
THEY
WANT
ME
SO
FAR
FROM
MINE.
A
TREE
I
NEVER
PLANTED,
A
PATH
I
NEVER
CHATTERED,
A
DEMON
OF
ANCESTORAL
BLESSINGS.
THE
FINAL
RUNNER
IN
A
RELAY
HERE
COMES
MY
BATTON
A
DELAPITATED
BUILDING
FOR
AN
INHERITANCE.
I
NEVER
CHOSE
MY
SISTER,
I
NEVER
CHOSE
MY
MOTHER
NOR
DID
I
CHOOSE
MY
DESTINY.
LIKE
A
GIG-SAW,
MARY
GO
ROUND.
AM
AT
THE
very
nest
turn
I
just
chatted
AM
DOWN
ON
MY
LUCK.
BUT
AM
PROGRESSIVE.
ARMED
ROBBERS
THEIR,
DISASTER
SEEMS
SO
NEAR
AND
STILL
LOOMING.
AM
FIGHTING
A
LOST
BUT
I
SEE
LIGHT
AT
THE
TUNNEl
YOU,
THE
FLICKERING
RAYS
FROM
THE
TAILLIGHTS
OF
MY
Competition.
MY
COUSIN
BROTHER
THEY
KEEP
COMPARING
I
IF
THEY
PAINT
ME
AN
ANGEL
TO
HIM
AS
MINE
PAINTS
HIM
TO
I
CANT
PASS
THIS
Baton
TO
ANOTHER
GENERATION,
THIS
HALF
RASE
I
DIDN'T
AND
HOPE
HE
FIGHTS
LIKE
A
STARVED
DEMON.
CHILD
WILL
MAYBE
AND
HOPE
SHE
SUCCED
LIKE
OUR
Seems
this
curse
is
so
far
from
If
only
they
avoid
the
male
children.
FOR
THE
MALE
SEEM
DOOM.
AND
WHEN
MY
TIME
I
KNOW
THEY
SHADE
CUS
IN
MY
LIFE
TIME
THEY
WHERE
MY
NEMESIS.
AN
ENEMY
THAT
I
REMIND
OF
A
FATHER
THEY
Would
RATHER
SEE
DEAD.