When love dies
What next.
You were the best thing by a mile and half
To ever happen to me.
Your smile so intoxicating ,
The goodness of your heart so pure, like an angel created with no imperfection.
You were my secret weapon.
Cause u dazzle everybody,
Their was no body at all immune to ur neuropathy.
That's who you are,
a fresh spring, cool and soothing.
I knew you were my perfection
My answered prayer,
I don't lie,
it's just you minus nothing was my written supplication, to my great Jesus up above.
U made me believe God answers prayers cause he gave me you,
to the letter T.
Just what I asked him for.
My Bible said ask and it shall be given unto you,
Beauty with brains,
Eloquent and intelligent,
An orator,
Goodness from the very depths of your soul
Trust worthy,
Articulate, and so so intentional.so mesmerizing,
It was you I needed .
For You compliment me.
The opposite of my weakness,
yes you were my perfection.
The woman carved from my rips.
My sales boomed the first beauty with no inner flaws,
The old love you
the young adores you even the youth can't explain what you are. cause you were so mesmerizing .
My confidant , so understanding
finally a woman I can communicate with.
I was the envy of the world ,
cause with you came blessingand prosperity.
Finally I haven met the one I can build the rest of my life with.
You carried my whole word on my shoulder.
Six to 12 mid night
then to three in the wee hours of the morning. you carried my life on ur shoulder .
Cooking my meals, doing my laundry ,
Handling my business. making love ,just to get up again by six in the next morning.
It was a just amarathon.
When I hurt you, you wanted to take your life.
When I hurt you, you still cry ur heart out ,
so red you kneel begging.
I remember those nights you follow me in the dead of the night. threatening to take ur life.
just to make me see how much you love me,
You hugs so tight
Ur emotion all in ur love making.
Then I had to make you a stronger woman .
I told you I wanted a strong woman, not some one that treathens her own live, each time I I say
It could be over in the morning.my God
Maybe I went too far.
I made you see the beauty in life,
telling you no man is worth dieing for,
Yes that was the lie
Pls blessing Awa you know I worth dying for.
Did I really take it that far then.
Then came the pregnancy .
But our genotype says we aren't compatible, cause we could bring in a sickle celler.
Our doctor started singing a different tune.
That we could regret the day we met if we kept going.
My God I can't just let you pass through all this cause u are too beautiful a soul and it could break you.
You cried ,
I was resilient,cause you were young and I should know better.
Should give you no reason to grow to hate me.
I should make a honest woman of you.
Cause you could get the whole world kneel eating from your palms.
I guess that was the worst moment of our relationship.
The pain you went through ,
yet u loved me.
I promised I won't let you Go.
Here I am my blessing
Trying to keep my own promises.
But my love gradually you are slipping away from me.
Ur six turned to 8 am
From 9am now you come out by 10
Sometimes 11am . like today 10.45am.
I was pressed
Yes maybe u were busy making my meal
But why does it still hurt so much.