Hello
Was the first word that you spoke to me.
I won't forget it
my baby .
Remember I told you I needed a personal assistant.
All I wanted was a woman who would stay by me.
Guess I was lonely and their was a vacuu
to be filled.
my beautiful madian girl,
cus the other vacancy was occupied by vivika an ohafian.
And then came the space,
cause she stole from me.
caught her with 8000 naira so let's be specific.
But you wasted time, cause you needed approval,
You can't just up and go,
You gat custodians, people that needed to let you go.
So I gat this Jane,
who was a student.
t she was okay then till you came calling ,
Ur voice so soothing and smooth,
So intoxicating and harmless,
Perfection.
you then filled a void with a voice.
created this yearn, deep in my soul.
so I gat to create something else ,
out of nothing else.
Their came this theory, of a personal assistant.
Yes you made me realize,
that their was a vacuum,
a lonely hole,
A gulf .
something mine,
I could fill up with you.
I need a woman not a friend.
I needed someone.
A companion
to call my own.
a confidant
A woman
who will cook my meals,
and do my laundry. someone who could lay me water so warm in the night.
So you came,
it was fixed.
and did much more, cus you were so young.
And ur beauty matched your character .
say ur character, matched ur voice,
yes that voice that caught me the very first day we spoke.
and this was your first time from home.
I remember
We had our first pillow fight that very night.
Held our self so we don't get lost in our lust. cause it was building up.
from that very first day,
That I heard ur voice on the phone from ohafia.
You loved me so blue, so pure, their was no guessing here
so we slept with our hands locked into one anothers .
Then we kissed so deep a kiss,
We slept,
knowing we are in trouble .
cause this love was perfect.
But this day I write this song putting down memories,
Cause that's what it's now .
Guess you now met other people
My than Jane left and you replaced her. exposing her inadequacy.
My sales boomed
But now it's going down.
My shop so perfect
but now you seem faraway like a ghost .
I am writing this,
to relive the past .
just as it should be.
Just as it once was.
But Each time we fix this .
I just see something new .
guess it's time I let you go .
for I won't want you gone with bad memories.
taking the place of what we ones had.
Your secret s are hurting us .
You know u are gone,
No wonder I keep seeing all these things
that I never saw before.
You keep ur distance
Just to make ur phone calls. And u keep them all away from me my blessing.
Plan to leave with no notices.
that I see .
Do things in secret now am the last to know.
Then it was tailor and now
it's Rita.
And you are bringing my bike man into the picture
I keep asking but you said I belittle you.but he now know things I don't know you are keeping secrets
And am dying am dying my Awa blessing .
But Am an igbo man and I gat my pride.
So I know when to let go .
cause you are gone and you know it. My Awa.
So as I pour down my heart
I know am healing. maybe its better this way.
You do transactions with my bussness and keep it a secret.
You keep lying to me saying you dnt want me hurt.
But how can a lie prevent a hurt.
I can keep going,
but am aching.
maybe it's time I stop this malady.of songs.
But know it today
Am a igbo man.
and my vengeance is of the Lord's.
all I had was my intentions.
but it seems you have moved on without me. so it's time
yes it's time
That we let go my lady. and pray we heal .
Oh God help us.