There is this emptiness that i feel deep inside of me.
The one woman, who said let's get pregnant. now DON'T want me in her womb, I done die. she said put it out,
Don't joke with me that was her word.
And outward sign of inner grace.
Is that what you really feel behind this smile my baby.
All I ever wanted was you.
Just wondering if I can ever get that love I once had.
But I know love does happen,
Deep inside of me I know ,
when you go u might never look back.
cus everyday I see this gulf, you no longer make the advances to touch me in the night, and in the day time you be like you in a deep slumber.
So now I go,
u wake again,
be on ur phone till ur battery dies.
Definitely not talking to me.
My Awa blessing ,
Or is then somebody else.
This is me trying to make peace with my situation,that's now what it is.
Planing your schooling
To spend four years with you,
not knowing that in your heart all you had was less than a month.
You told everyone else except me.my blessing you cause me pain.
I thought it was me and you against the world .
Now you need their advice on how to handle me ,
Miss ekwe ,
knew
Kingsley knew
And I know that Rita too knew,
Your mother knew,
And also does ur sister.she was begging you to let me know that mama was sick.
and I wonder why I am the last to know.
You wanted it to be last Sunday.
you couldn't wait to get rid of me .
Here I am trying to make peace about everything.
but I know nothing I say can change ur mind.
and when you go
And you know that I was right .
that you may never comeback and if you do.
maybe not to me.
Just know that I love you and I will be strong. yes I will cry but in the dark ,
am gonna show you a powdered face with lot of smile .
I will take you as a lesson .
But know today I loved you,
but I am gonna move on,
That's if you move on,
Don't pity me,
cause am an ibo man,
I gat pride. though I love, yes I love. you my Ama .
But this is me. am begging no more.
You are special yes, I know, but it seems
You are slipping away.
Now I wonder why do I feel this pain in my heart.
Why do I feel it's over my lady .
Pls bring back that love you once had for me.
I miss your smile,
Your happiness .
Pls show me once more that joy of my salvation.
you were my blessing, still my blessing,
my Awa, pls give me that thing may be that I killed with my own hands.
I will never take you for granted,
I will be more understanding
It's me your intentional man.
pls don't leave me,
Let's get pregnant as you always wanted .
You are the mother of my daughter from another mother,
Pls be the mother of my unborn children.
I can't let you go
Remember you made me promise how could you forget so soon.
I will not give up on you. I shall fight for you till the day I draw my last breadth.
Pls let me leave the rest of my life,
making it up to you.
Be here by my side
My blessing.
Let's mingle with both of us an AS.
LETS RIDE AND DIE Together, in this our incompatibility.
cause I can't see no one even close to ur perfection.
My blessing Ama,
Pls be my guardian angel .
cause now it me that is hurting.
I can't breath
can't you see that am dying, stifling each day like cancer .
you are hurting me blessing .
please stop.
cause I can't just go on without you.
Don't give up on me my baby.
Remember it's me and you against this wicked world ,
don't move on cause I won't move in this life with our you.
Hope this song didn't come so late, hope their is no one else
My blessing Ama .
Cause you are my ride or die,
The one who gives me hope,
I bless the day I met you ,and I make to you this promise, this day, as I write you this song, with tears running down my cheek .
my AMA .
Can you bring back that love Not out of pity ,
With it's sacrifice,
Can things go back the way it was my angel. that love the very one you had the first day you heard my voice from ohafia.
SINCE that day I met you.
Cause nothing else will do.
or matter
If only you can say and mean you love me.
Just one more time again and again
Still forgiveing
Still sacrificing.
Cause you are the only one for me my AMA.
So I ask you who else can be their for me as you were.
Who else can be so intentional in loving me
as you do .
cause their can only be one rib,
One joy
one love
and one blessing Ama. one missing rib,
Please reconsider
not out of pity
.cause I won't won't less.
As an ibo man remember
I my pride is still all i have.
My love give us one more chance.
For no one can be close to you,
As my intentions are genuine.
For you are one in a million and billions my BLESSING AMA
I LOVE YOU