[male
vocals] (
Ay...)
Yeah,
it's
a
long
ting,
innit?
Just
listen,
fam.
From
when
I
was
a
small
pikin,
I
been
talking
with
tears
in
my
eyes
I’
m
speaking
the
truth
from
my
heart,
but
they
label
me
a
liar
every
time
Papa
didn't
believe
me,
Mama
couldn't
see
the
sincerity
I
grew
up
all
alone,
lonely
in
the
corner,
nobody
ever
really
noticed
me
It’
s
heavy
on
my
chest,
this
ain't
no
flex,
just
a
pain
that
I’
m
feeling
Searching
for
a
soul
that
could
help
with
the
healing.
I
dey
explain,
explain,
explain
tire,
yeah
With
tears
in
my
eyes,
but
nobody
dey
see
me
I
cry
for
the
trust,
I
cry
for
the
love
But
that
kind
of
love
never
found
me,
no,
never
found
me
Where
did
I
go
wrong?
Tell
me,
what
did
I
do?
Why
this
calamity
follow
me,
through
and
through?
I
just
want
them
to
believe
me,
is
that
too
much
to
be? (
Big
man
ting,
just
believe
me...)
The
pain
follows
me
deep
inside
my
own
house,
it
don't
leave
me
on
the
road
I
talk
to
my
wife
with
an
open
heart,
she
says
it's
all
lies,
it's
a
heavy
load
Trust,
I
never
see
it,
believe,
I
never
get
it
Love
feels
like
a
dream
that’
s
far
away,
I’
m
just
trying
to
forget
it
They
made
my
life
miserable,
with
words
they
don’
t
believe
It’
s
a
long
road,
fam,
I’
m
finding
it
hard
to
breathe.
I’
m
not
a
liar,
I’
m
just
a
man
with
some
pain
A
man
who
just
wants
to
be
seen
through
the
rain
I
ain't
here
to
beg
for
no
favors,
just
truth
in
the
light
But
the
shadows
keep
winning
this
fight,
yeah,
the
shadows
keep
winning
tonight.
So
I
sit
in
the
ends,
watching
the
summer
pass
me
by
Nobody
asks
'how
you
doing?',
nobody
asks
the
reason
why
It's
a
lonely
existence,
living
in
a
world
of
disbelief
Just
looking
for
a
moment
of
calm,
looking
for
some
kind
of
relief.
I
dey
explain,
explain,
explain
tire,
yeah
With
tears
in
my
eyes,
but
nobody
dey
see
me
I
cry
for
the
trust,
I
cry
for
the
love
But
that
kind
of
love
never
found
me,
no,
never
found
me
Where
did
I
go
wrong?
Tell
me,
what
did
I
do?
Why
this
calamity
follow
me,
through
and
through?
I
just
want
them
to
believe
me,
is
that
too
much
to
be?
Yeah,
nobody
believe
me...
It's
a
long
ting,
still.
Just
explain
tire. (
Rrr...)
Nobody
really
see
me.