But
the
room
is
empty,
lost
in
this
cold
space
I
reach
for
the
phone,
thinking
I
can
call
you
hits
me,
I
am
standing
The
chair
where
you
sat,
the
tea
My
heart
is
heavy,
begging
for
just
one
Oh
mama,
the
pain
is
cutting
deep
tonight
I
miss
your
laughter,
I
miss
your
guiding
It
hurts
so
much,
this
world
I’m
lost
without
you,
every
single
My
mother,
my
heaven,
my
everything
I’m
holding
the
memories
that
your
absence
bring
People
tell
me
time
is
a
healer,
they
say
it
will
mirror
I
look
in,
I
see
you
in
the
glass
your
kindness,
the
way
you
held
my
hand
Navigating
life,
I’m
trying
to
understand
But
how
do
I
walk
when
my
How
do
I
find
the
strength
Oh
mama,
the
pain
is
cutting
deep
tonight
I
miss
your
laughter,
I
miss
your
guiding
light
It
hurts
so
much,
this
world
I’m
lost
without
you,
every
single
My
mother,
my
heaven,
my
everything
I’m
holding
the
memories
that
your
absence
bring
I
know
you’re
resting
where
No
more
sorrow,
no
more
suffering
But
down
here
in
Lusaka,
the
sun
don’t
shine
the
same
my
eyes
and
I
whisper
your
name
the
pain
is
cutting
deep
tonight
I
miss
your
laughter,
I
miss
your
guiding
It
hurts
so
much,
this
world
feels
I’m
lost
without
you,
every
single
My
mother,
my
heaven,
my
everything
I’m
holding
the
memories
that
your
absence
bring
I
love
Rest
in
peace
now
I’ll
carry
you
in
my
soul,
always
Until
we
meet
again